Well. Sometimes, I suck.

So I am just going to write about what is closest to my heart right now. I’m having a hard time here lately. A really hard time assimilating this world, and all its antics. It’s horrifics. It’s misgivings.

I am small in this world. And. Here is how this little obscure-tiny-inkblot-of-a-blog goes for me. It takes a bit of time out of my day, every day. And. “They,” say that writers are supposed to write for no one but themselves. Well, I guess that means that I am not a real writer.

I do this because I want to make a difference. That’s all. One little iota of a small piece of difference. I am supposed to be writing about love, and goodness and positive things. That part has been clearly explained to me in moments of awareness. And within this aim, these words are supposed to somehow, help people, even in the littlest way. Maybe they will see a new perspective. Perhaps some sentiment will give a bit of hope. Or even just a sentence which strikes them funny, and they get one teensy chuckle into their day.

Whatever it is, the littlest thing. Something about the goodness is supposed to come through in these words.  That is my intention.

But lately, I’m finding it hard to be positive, or even funny.   I kind of think the world is sucking. I think a whole bunch of people suck too. I think these sucky people are wrecking the world, and the planet, and they are sucking the life out of the commonality which we are all supposed to have. They seem to be siphoning the very connection in the energy of our souls. I do not want to be connected to those who suck. I would much, much rather they just quit sucking entirely.  And now I suck, for thinking this way.

I wish I could find in the Bible, or the Torah, or the Qur’an, some passage, where Jesus, or Mohammed, or Moses says, “You know. A whole bunch of you people really suck. I mean, you totally and completely suck. I’m not coming down from this mountain, until you quit sucking.”

I’d feel better then. I think. At least, in this case, I could say I was doing as Jesus does.

But yeah. I Googled it. I got zero hits on “Jesus said we suck.” And now I am thinking it would make a great Country Western song.

In my heart, I know, I know. It all comes down to the power of love. Love conquering all. Believing in the power of this ultimate good. It is what Aquaman does. And Yoda. And Wonderdog. You know, the big hitters. But sometimes is it difficult to believe in this. To accept it as true. To feel sure of this. To keep on believing in The Force  That love will conquer all. But that is why they call it believing. We have to believe, when it is impossible to know.


“And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.”
― Roald Dahl


Believe in your heart that you’re meant to live a life full of passion, purpose, magic, and miracles.”
― Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart


“She always wanted to believe in things.”
― Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go